Showing posts with label Elder Powell. Show all posts
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Wednesday, October 11, 2023

Week 16: Like Zoinks, Scoob - Bentonville, Arkansas

Hey all!

Wow. It's been a week. 

Not even gonna sugarcoat it—these first five days as a trainer have been super, super hard. I knew it would be an adjustment for sure, but this might be one of the most stressful times of my life right now. Leading an area straight out of training with a junior companion fresh out of the missionary factory all while being one of the five companionships in the entire mission to be on bikes half of the time is just bonkers. My daily activities basically consist of training, planning, coordinating with members and investigators, teaching lessons, knocking doors, wrangling comps, and trying to pull myself together during personal study and time in members' homes. 

On that note, thank goodness for member dinners. The Spirit I feel in the homes of the faithful members here gives me the boost I need to get through the day when I'm struggling. The shoutout of the week goes to the Hacketts, an older couple who fed us in their beautiful home by the forest. It felt special to see the obvious difference in how peaceful their home felt compared to other places we'd been that day. 

It's been a lot and my emotional and mental state has been all over the place. I've been fighting anxiety and depression and hopelessness for the last few days, but! I know in Whom I have trusted.

In Romans 8:36-39, the Apostle Paul writes:

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 

37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 

*38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 

39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.*

~

I love Jesus Christ. I know He loves me. I want to be more like Him, and I want to share His love with everyone I can. Nothing can take that from me, not even a heavy workload or difficult roommates or any other burden. I know these trials are ways He will help me grow and I know that He will strengthen me to "bear up [my] burdens with ease" (Mosiah 24:14-15) as I learn to more fully live the simple truths of His Gospel. 

Welp, that's about it for now. Here's a few fun things from this week before I wrap this up:

- saw one of the Waltons cruising the skies over Bentonville in a WWII-era warplane

- solved a rubik's cube for the first time ever with lots of help from Elder Powell

- watched my trainee accidentally steal from Walmart and then immediately get caught cause he'd never been shopping by himself before and forgot to scan stuff. Man, the life skills you take for granted when you go to college. 

Song of the week: Panacea by Disasterpeace. Quality piano.

Alright, gotta bounce. Love you guys. The Book of Mormon is legit. The Bible's awesome too. Go give 'em a read and your day will be better every single time.

Hasta luego!

Elder Rigby

Photos: https://photos.app.goo.gl/2sk1refRidSszyYk7

P.S. 

Due to the insanity of the last few weeks, I *still* haven't gotten back to some of yall who have written me weeks ago. Thanks for being patient with me! I'll make 'em extra thoughtful. 

Thursday, September 14, 2023

Week 12: The Plot Thickens - Bentonville, Arkansas

Hey all!

This episode, an Elder gets shuffled, I pray for a mailbox, and our best friend goes AWOL. Buckle up, it's a long ride today.


Quick News:

Real talk, last week was hard. We gave it our all every day and found exactly 0 people. However, Elder Cebellero and I grew a lot closer as a companionship as a result. The Lord saw fit to humble us through this time and once we finally got that in our heads, we were able to become more unified as companions. Plus, He blessed us with three new friends for our efforts this week: Sofia, Eduardo, and Fernando! I'll give an update on how their lessons go next week. 

- The Bentonville, Arkansas temple is getting dedicated this Sunday! I just barely missed the open house so I can't wait to finally see inside. For anyone who's wondering what in the world a temple is for, check out this cool tour of the Rome, Italy temple: https://urldefense.proofpoint.com/v2/url?u=https-3A__m.youtube.com_watch-3Fv-3DdhWgPwEQQ98&d=DwMFAg&c=z0adcvxXWKG6LAMN6dVEqb0UviF1pXyDevTjy_jKVOk&r=N3V4p6LL0bE9YbknWrlp1I7jdVR1DT8UEsxCpy3W2Yc&m=TwFtBAeh0O_Si72RY9u2GU3U0NTBSULx5fYbG9uwj7YMjNVwuEfWsQSZZ5vkoJZ5&s=Wwnp6elMBJ9Bx0mrrUC8nEUz2agJQfjKvClP6CXn6Lk&e=
Sorry for the long YouTube link, my phone's weird. 

- tragedy strikes: a missionary in our zone went home last night and Elder McKee's being emergency reassigned to the Grove, Oklahoma area :( . I'm losing a homedog all too soon. On the bright side, a new missionary returning to the field is going to be joining us and Elder Atuaia's going to train him this time around, so the boys'll back to full strength soon enough. 

- Harrison went completely off the grid out of nowhere. These last few weeks have been awesome with him but then he canceled a lesson with us on Friday saying a ton of stuff came up at work and he had to stay and fix it and we've heard nothing from him since then. From what we've seen through his window it honestly seems like he hasn't been home much, if at all, in the last few days. Tricky stuff.
 But so it goes. The adversary's making an extra effort on him as it always does when a friend is preparing for baptism but we won't give up on him that easy. 


WEEK IN REVIEW

THURSDAY 

Zone Conference (a big meeting with our mission leaders teaching various workshops.) We talked about how to leave home blessings, keeping Jesus Christ as the center of God's Plan of Happiness/Salvation, and a cool proclamation titled The Living Christ. 

- 5 hours of sleep = not good. 
Mental self-evaluation: Kinda grumpy; discouraged; jealous of the more experienced missionaries around me. But y'know what, I felt the Spirit a lot at Zone Conference today and that was cool. 

- prayed over the postal service at a mailbox with a guy named Jacob. He really loved the postal service. 

- Atuaia and McKee picked up a Burger King delivery quest from a random person who got someone else's Doordash. Mission failed unfortunately. 


FRIDAY

- Exchanges with Elder Klingler, day 2: today was an exercise in navigating my own area without someone else who knew it better. Definitely a day in the growth zone. Elder Klingler's cool though. 

- gave my first home blessing ever to Jill and Ken Ehret (the guy who told us to buy land a month or so ago.) They're such a good family. We may have some differences but these people have real charity and that goes a long way. 


SATURDAY

- Woke up in a mini faith crisis. I felt a little better now after prayer, scripture study, "Lord I Believe" by Elder Holland, and time. As I went to bed, I looked back on my day happy and satisfied and ready to work more tomorrow. I had some serious angelic help today. 

- flashback to Campo Craft. If you know you know.

- Picnic in the park with the Grosses for dinner. Good times. 

- Found a fully functioning roomba that Elder McKee had been using as a pillow. Now the apartment has a pet. 


SUNDAY 

- mailbox Jacob showed up to church to return the Book of Mormon we gave him and then leave because "the the mail came late therefore this church must not be true," among other interesting reasons, and promptly went home. He was an odd enough bird from the start to make me think he was probably being genuine. Kinda surreal. 

- Ate some raw tuna like a champ. 

- Sofia and Thomas: she's a Chilean Facebook referral taught as a kid who's really interested in the Book of Mormon and he's a fellow Christian who totally Bible-bashed us but in the oh-so-kindest of ways. Keep going, Sofia! Go pray about it, Thomas. 

- Elder Ceb gave me a hug today. Huh. That doesn't happen very often. It was pretty nice. 

- Accidentally interrupted a Marshallese church service in this random house we knocked on. Whoops. 

- met four returned missionaries in one home, all of them now inactive in the church. Dang. You think you'll be invincible once you get home from spreading the Gospel for two years but we're commanded to endure to the end for a reason. Pretty sobering. 


MONDAY

- picked up a stick bug. Now I really feel like Newt Scamander. 

- Brother McKinney is so cool. He's a firefighter and a (relatively) recently returned missionary from the Fresno mission who's an ace at coming out to tract with us. 

- Got the cops called on us for "aggressively trying to open the front door multiple times" and like four police Chevies just kinda spawned into the hood. They said hi, told us we were all good, mentioned it might rain soon, and sent us on our way.


TUESDAY

- finally found someone: Eduardo!

- The B2 Sisters picked up a raccoon. No context really. People just have interesting pets sometimes. 

- Dinner with a young couple, the Heltons: she owns almost the same Victrola record player as me, has good taste in jazz and makes fantastic sausage and tortellini soup. He served his mission in Mesa, built a PC, had an old gameboy color, and likes brockhampton and Childish Gambino. I've found my people. 

- Second find: Fernando!

- Talked about U.S. Embassy stuff with Elder Powell. He's from an expat family who was born in Finland and lived in Japan, Kuwait, and a few other countries. Sick. Plus, his dad had Elder Powell give me his email and told me to hit him up after my mission for some networking connections. Double sick. 

- our carpets got replaced this week so the other Elders decided to use this chance to relocate the entire gym setup to the living room. Our interior design has my inner Animal Crossing fan in crisis. 
 This week's aspect of charity to focus on: Longsuffering. 

- Star Wars nerd fest with Elder McKee. I get so few chances to nerd out with people while on my mission. Boy, that was satisfying. 


WEDNESDAY 

- Brother Agard: a member walked over, and gave us 20 bucks like 30 seconds after we found out we didn't have any money for food this week. 

- Knocked in a trio with Elder Ceb and Elder Atuaia. Blessed two homes tonight baybee

- also got cussed out for the first time but that's less important. 



Thought:

1) Moroni 7:45-48 in context. 
Here, a prophet speaks on charity to the few faithful Christians left standing. The Nephite civilization is collapsing once and for all and the wicked are actively hunting him down and yet he still teaches to love and forgive as Christ would. 


2) A lesson from my dad on expectations:

Excitement: anticipation of a good thing happening. 

Fear: anticipation of a bad thing happening. 

 Enthusiasm: walking with God no matter what's coming. 

"Living outside the 'now' is just painful. Don't miss out on being with the Supreme Creator. If you're with God on your birthday, it could be your best birthday ever."

Fair enough. I want to be an enthusiastic missionary because I want to find joy in the present.


Well, that's about it for this week. I'm trying to work hard and stay diligent, although I still need to work on my bedtime. I've gotta plan my pdays better haha. 

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Love you all!

Elder Rigby